AGONY

I'm trembling with fear
And full of despair
Standing in the midst of the dark
Yet, no one cares
Seeing myself nowhere to go
Stuck in the situation that I can't let go
So hard to bear the pain
Peace of mind, difficult to gain
Life full of flaws
Like the water in the river that flows
Imperfections, no one dares to accept
Many instances, I feel there's no chance for me to be perfect
Loneliness filled in the deepest part of the unknown feeling
Heartbreaks soar high that become so depressing
Where's this real life they say?
Can anyone hear my agony?
I'm dying, no one's holding my fears everyday
Scared to the death to go through along the way
Whenever I see the gloomy sky
It really makes my heart cry
Wondering when I could stop this misery of mine
Wishing someday, in God's perfect time
I'll have the courage to heal the scars that I'm hiding for a long time
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