Trapped within these wall's, bound by my feeling's within,
Anxiety and depression, my sanity warning thin,
A fear that eat's away at my very soul,
A broken heart that is not quite whole.
My confidence hits rock bottom dillutional and being paranoid,
Living my life without time, people I must avoid,
This razor blade releases short term alleviation,
My sanity and self worth slip and leave me in desperation.
Driven by my own maddness, stuck in this damnation,
Demons overcast me in there invasion,
The lights so far away only to be reached by the strong,
I have been trapped in this hell for so damn long.
I feel everything so damn hard, my own goodness imprison's me,
Should I turn bad and just not care to set myself free,
My aura and my halo are useless to mankind,
My empathy and compassion turns me blind.
Loving all others is my one and only curse,
My self image is flawed, over thinking makes it worse,
Books tell me I am gifted, the age of a new era,
But it hurts to feel so damn strongly to fill this criteria.
©nicola24
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