The man that I am, was never the man I was meant to be, it's been so long now since I got lost,
And oh how much of my life has falling in its cost,
Will I ever find me?
I look at my reflection each day, seeing the only person that stands between,
What these years have turned me into continues to block the man that should be seen.
Why cant I see?
No compassion for the uncompassionable as I was, being forgotten kept me forgetting,
My heart and my mind, there just so conflicting,
And it's hard to keep a bind, a composure while I'm
crawling from the mess,
So I continue on with my show, where a part of me has happiness.
Can you tell?
I'm not me, an Alien, an outcast uncomfortable in my own skin,
All that I have been, again and again,
I hope one day this will all be over, I just dont know when...
©justin_ur
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