This my 1st time being alone for
New Years Eve and New Years
Day without my birth family!!
I miss eating the traditional
Japanese food called Osechi!!.
No one knows how to make it
except my birth family!!
I really miss it extremely!!
I know that I'm going to lose
my birth parents!!
They are living still (Thank Goodness)
but thinking about makes me so sad
& helpless!! It make me feel like I'm
careless!! I won't get to see my parents
die!! 2020's going to be a saddest year!!!😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
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