sometimes it's hard being who I am.
walking around with a smile on my face
everyday playing pretend.
only waiting for the day to end.
get home kick of my shoes look in
the mirror and know the only person
I'm fooling is you.
I defeated life not once but twice
I'm still breathing, but I'm dead inside.
I'm alone and each night I lay in this
bed alone.
only wishing he would pick up the phone.
why he left me to die.
when I needed him most
he left my side
and left me empty with all these questions why?
a year later are bodies touched again
I'm sorry he said as tears rolled down his face.
wanting to believe it was real but it was all fake.
just another memory another heart ache
he's broke me .
he's torn me apart.
he's torn my whole world apart..
he looks at her with so much love and life
she looks at him with hate and lies
oneday she will break him and tears will fall
and he will realize he through away the best one of all.
he will be the one who will fake a smile on his face .
but really his head is down walking in shame.
and the hurt the tears the pain is all his own to blame.
B