You look at me
And think I'm happy
But you hardly see
Inside of me
I pretend it's okay
I push through the day
And I cry in silence
In my own secret place
My heart is a mess
I feel like a disgrace
Nothing's in place
Dying in loneliness
Just because I smile
To even the scale
And try to get through
That's all I can do
©lenni-x
L