6:00 am
I wake up in the morning to my alarm clock
No i wake to the morning screaming
7:00 am
I ride the bus listening to my favorite song
No I ride to the tune of screaming
8:00 am
I walk through school
And hear all the complaints
How school is uncool
The classes are restraints
"I want to sleep"
"I want to go home"
"I want to eat"
"I want my phone"
But i dont want to leave
Because at 2:30 there is grief
Its funny how my classmates wonder
Why I like school more than thunder
3:00 pm
I open the front door and go in to relax
No I search for my key to screaming
3:05 pm I make myself food and sit down
No I run up to my room to avoid his screams
"You're a slut, shut up you whore"
6:00 pm
My dad returns from work and relaxes
No he yells. My brother yells.
They keep screaming at eachother.
I put my headphones on max volume.
7:00 pm
I have a nice family dinner.
No they yell at me
"come get dinner or else"
"you're anorexic, anemic, dehydrated"
"why are you downstairs weeb"
9:00 pm
I finish my homework in a quiet work space
No all I hear is screaming.
I attempt to focus, i fail to concentrate
I do a half effort job and barely finish
10:30 pm
I sleep blistfully to the next day
No I try to sleep listening to my own lullaby
I try to sleep listening to screaming
"you're a lazy disrespectful child"
"where are the tax return papers"
"you're a hormonal woman"
2:00 am
Im still awake in deep thought
His words run deep in my mind
"lazy slut weeb whore thot"
Is it so impossible to be kind?
I afraid to close my eyes
Im afraid to go to sleep
Im afraid to see the sun rise
And hear everything repeat
8:00 am
"Why is you're homework not done?"
"Why are you so weary?"
"Its morning now, see the sun?"
"Why can't you be cheery?"
So I just give them lazy lies
They dont hear the screaming
They dont get to see my cries
They cant see my tears are gleaming
2:29 pm
Damn
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