Everytime I just blew it
Everytime I said Screw it
And gave up
Quit my game
Never to retain
What I needed to name
Hopeless is what I am
No fighter
I'm only the lighter
That burns the spots that hurt
How can I get better
If all I'm doing is getting shredded
I think I like the pain
The unstable hurricane
I think I like deceiving
Making it seem
Like I'm receiving
The care I'm needing
I think I like being lost
And acting perfect
Like I didnt just get tossed
Or left to die
While they are watching
Without seeing
Or freeing me
From the cage
That I've tried fleeing
And failed
Just like every time I try
So why should I keep going
When all I'm good at is destroying
©glassheart
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