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all in my head

all in my head,
it was different than saying it to myself,
it came from a woman who I cared deeply about ,
I dare say loved more, those words cut me into pieces.
she never said anything to me, I was getting antsy from waiting, how can I even get her out of this place I'm in.
down to there's no romantic feelings, like I have for her.
what's my plan for the future now...I tried for Middle ground, but she buried me with a future aligned for us by the Stars.
So I guess I have to move on, and see if a mates need a wingman for his date or something to smoke to forget it hurts those few things I learned from her. even though I am an empath, and I read energy well, but you threw me off. I thought you were on the US bus. my stomach bubbled again... since it's not fate, and the tarot and the stars themselves., that's a huge fuck off to all of us. thanks for taking my feelings into consideration please stay lonely,bored ,and if need to vent at night, stay clear.
©leostar