all the bright places
are fulla spaceships
& i hate this
take this
how u want
cause i dont give a fuck
i live on the edge of a
bridge
& im ready 2 jump
but
if the fall dont kill me
im looking 2 lUv
i kno that'll do it
cause the 2 of us
have been thru so much
if i lose it
you lose it
the truth is
im just loosing touch
wit reality
so actually
now i see
how i need
to quit all this stalling
& go all in
take the leap
& start falling
i aint calling
no lUved one
or people that hurt me
2 confront um
fuck unfinished business
i aint got none
but i do got some
demons
inside screaming
they want blood
but so what
i dont know much
but what i do know
is im going thru
a blue hole
feeling a pain few know
but even fewer show
so
before i lose control
& take it further
then i ever have
i hope U kno
what ever past
U think i have
didn't make me
the way i am
in a sence im not even sad
im glad
U dont understand
i mean why would U
so U get another chance
2 tell me what i should do
or could do
if i would move
on
if i did that
i would already be gone
but whats wierd is
i swear
U dont even kno
so U think im here
U hear
my voice & make the
choice 2 care
but please
dont waste a tear
2 me
that only means
i took the pain in me
& gave U a piece 2 eat
i hate 2 see
U kno what it takes 2 be
afraid of sleep
cause even awake
all U do is dream
it seems
so strange its
like im talking
another language
even as i say it
i kno
i dont have a way
2 explain this
nothing changed its
i just
i cant take it
anymore
i dont even know
why in the beginning
i even did it for
why go to war
with anyone else
when im already at war
with my self
what goods
finding
heaven on earth
when inside
im still burning in hell
oh well
there no cure
for wellness
i can tell its
never gonna end
till it does
but I'll be dambed
if whats killing me becUms
whats killing us
but
dont think that doesnt
mean i dont feel your lUv
cause i do
because of U
i seen who i really am
and i cant take that
i hate that
U lUv me
U find beauty
in whats ugly
so much we
lost touch im running from
something
thats nothing
but me
fuck please
just let it go
& move on
im too gone
im not trying 2 do wrong
or even do right
i aint trying 2 live
i aint trying 2 die
im not trying 2 laugh
im not trying 2 cry
im not even asking why im
just saying goodbye
2 everyone
ive ever lUv3d
in my life
cause i dont want
U 2 feel like
U coulda made a
difference
with this
it isn't about U
even though
i kno
i could never exist
without U...
©doehash
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