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its funny how now that your are with her I realize what I wasn't allowed to do when I was yours.
first off I wasn't allowed to tell me friends that we where anything more then friends because they "wouldn't get " that we aren't together that we where just haveing fun cause you "weren't looking for a relationship right now" but after a week you got with her
second though we where doing this so we could get someone else I wasn't allowed to look at another guy
when I got close to any guy you all of a sudden wanted to be all couplely and lovey-dovey. but you can leave me in the dust
third of all of the things that got taken out of my life, my friends. I couldn't see my best friend half the time you didn't like her and you where always there so she wasn't allowed to be near me
forth I wasn't allowed to wear some of my cloths cause you didn't like them, or I avoided some of my cloths because I didn't like how you looked at me when I was in them
5 my hair ,I wasn't allowed to dye my hair, red, sliver, black , white, grey, green, orange, yellow, light blue, dark blue, turquois, I could only dye my hair purple ever now and then.
it's funny how you controlled me and I didn't notice I didn't fight it. it's just shows how easy love can make us blind

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