Im not supposed to feel alone, Im Supposed to be strong, No crying, wipe those tears so their all gone,
put on a smile, hide the broken side for so long,
go into the bathroom staring at a blade, does it feel better then all this pain? one cut, two cut, three and four, deeper and deeper, the more blood runs down and splat against the floor. You feel the numbness, not the pain you keep on cutting until its all gone, no more numbness, no more pain. your breathing slows you finally think its over, falling asleep. Who says i wanna be here anymore. I feel so alone yet no one knows. I'm not good with words or people or my feelings for sure maybe that's why my body is my drawing board.
©lostkid20
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