When I slowly open my eyes
In my empty ruinous room
All comes to focus
Be it the endless dark abyss that I stare into
Be it the painful strong pull in my chest
Be it that horrifying nagging feeling somewhere within
Be it that cold vast emptiness that reminds me of my loneliness
Be it that only being beside me as I stand
That very monster that defines my every self
I am a captive to this being
I am lost and I might never be found again
I am trapped within this whirlwind
I am drowning in this ocean of darkness
I am choked by this monster that plods on
©hyba01
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