Sitting by myself in the corner,
In this old wooden chair,
Tears flowing like river,
Cried so hard that it makes me shiver.
It feels like my world was torn apart,
When I decided to depart,
To this toxic relationship of ours,
And now I'm alone crying for hours.
I know it will be difficult,
But I can't let go of your constant fault,
At first I thought it was a mistake,
That I have to forgive and take.
But my love I can no longer hold on,
To the pain and being alone,
Everyday I felt you were in a distance,
That I can't even call you in an instance.
Loosing you makes me cripple,
Your name is the only one my heart mumble,
In your arms I found my abode,
But you left me in tears and solitude.
Loving you is wrong,
That I have to be strong,
I have to let go, set you free,
Being alone, I'm destined to be.
I am Billy Jabs
01/08/2022
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