I feel this loneliness that lingers around me
It can't stop it wont stop it wont let me be
Repeativily reminding me in my sleep even while awake
I ponder these thoughts of how much more I can take
I'm seeping further down which holds the grave
I anticipate to stay through the pain I truly crave
Hearing this voice carry on in the echoes of empty spaces
I just want to run away cause I dont want to face this
Its drilled in my head and branded on my thoughts
I cant help but feel boundaries are being crossed
Trying to be around people my paranoia kicks in
Rush of emotions and my head gets too far from settling
So I sit here alone trapped inside my head of chaos
Stay away and ignore me for a taste of peace if you must
Fear of being alone cause of what I am capable of
I cant scream I give up because I decided I had enough
All I would hear is my echo screaming back at me
I just dont want to be me anymore I driven myself crazy
It's so quiet around me and just so loud in my head
Having countless tears endless amount of blood I've shed
The loneliness will stay along with my head full of friends
I'm learning to accept itll just be me myself and I till the end
©deathbear
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