alone in this world

I'm all alone in this world,
I'm living a lie and that's my world,
hating myself for not being myself,
turns out I was never being me,
I thought I was living a dream,
faking the scenes,
hated so many things,
but life is not all it seems.
I thought I had everything,
but it turns out I had nothing,
I thought that I could have anything,
but I found out money can't buy so many things,
life is not a bed of roses and so just live your life,
life is filled with a lot to realize,
and it's filled with many things to actualize,
it's not your weakness but your strength,
a war that you have to cope,
a tear even at your last hope.
I thought I had everything and I put up a smile but now I know I'm alone in this world.
©chisom_dil