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Alone pt. 1

I'm not supposed to feel alone, im supposed you be strong, no crying, whipe those tears so they're all gone, put on a smile, hide the broken side for so long, go to the bathroom and stare at this blade, does it feel it all better then all this pain?One cut, two cut, three cut, four, deeper and deeper, the more blood that runs down and splat against the floor. You feel the numbness no more pain. Your breathing slows. You finally think it is all over while your slowly falling asleep. I feel so alone yet no one knows. I'm not good with words, people, or my feelings for sure maybe thats why my body is my drawing board.
©lostkid21