I'm not supposed to feel alone, im supposed you be strong, no crying, whipe those tears so they're all gone, put on a smile, hide the broken side for so long, go to the bathroom and stare at this blade, does it feel it all better then all this pain?One cut, two cut, three cut, four, deeper and deeper, the more blood that runs down and splat against the floor. You feel the numbness and not the pain on the inside. Your breathing slows. You finally think it is all over while your slowly falling asleep. I feel so alone yet no one knows. The more I try to help and fix myself the more I find shattered and broke. Who do I go to, what do I say I have my good and bad days. I don't want to die but I don't want the pain. Can this all just go away and everything get better and them stay?
©lostkid21
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