If you haven't noticed yet I'm still here when you think I'm not
I take the words meant to destroy like a memory foam pad,
You tear me down cause you lose control when your mad,
But I understand that under all the screaming your just sad,
Cause you lose apart of yourself when you lose your cool,
I know you don't really want to be this hateful and cruel,
I've seen the best parts of you and I choose to hold on to those,
Your hurt is just confused doing the only thing that it knows,
And that's push away, push away so it can't hurt even more,
And I want you to know I hear your hurt in the anger I ignore,
There is love here and I promise it's far stronger then the rage,
I remain here with patience each opportunity to assuage,
So you can come back to me once more so I can be there,
Once again to show you I forgive you and that I still care.
Maybe someday we'll figure this out and it can be left behind,
But untill that day comes if done all again I'll be just as easy to find.
©justin_ur
J