I hope I won't forget what I'm about to say
My mind is fading as my heart recognizes the inexorable and anguished finale
Pretty soon the notion of the self will be nothing but a distant ilusion
My body will remain while my memories will sail into unexplored shores
I don't think I'll ever see them again
No more existentialistic cogitation
Or vapid presumptioms of intellectualism
My imagination and creativity will mesh into a goo being evaporated by the minute
Every lewd and pure thought
will be pathetic and insipid
But as strange as it sounds
I'm grateful for this moment
I will never value life more
Or experience this level of humanity and misery again
I wish I could extend this a bit more
but for some reason words begin to slur and thoughts start to..... wait
WTF did I just write?...
©
J