I am falling deep,
I can't climb back,
I can't let go
Fears are holding tight,
My fast still follows.
Am falling,
The world I all suspect to be a harm,
People I all fear,
Crowds I fear,
Celebrations I fear,
My past still follows.
Am falling deeper,
The dark is becoming more scarer,
Nightmares are on repeat,
Eyes I fear to close,
My past is holding
Tighter.
Am falling deeper,
Alone I prefer,
Friends I fear,
People I untrust,
Indoors I feel safe,
My past still follows.
Am falling deeper,
'Am ok' ,my two words to hide,
A smile, to look normal,
To hide my past,
To hide my blame for the past,
To hide the pain.
Am falling deeper,
That I can't climb back,
And can't keep falling anymore,
My fears are holding tighter,
My past still follows.
©natasha14
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