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Am i a doll?

sun rise and sun sets
days pass by
same routine continue everyday
everyday you give me same pain
as days pass by it hurts more
every single day I die thousands times
I cry thousands times
I draw in my wrist with that blade
to check if I am human or doll
your actions console me to believe I am a doll
everyday you come to me when you need me
when you get what your craving for you throw me Away just like a doll
again later you come
demons who always come to me
when I am crying
Tries to convince me to believe that I am a doll
each time I take that blade to check if I am a doll
red drops of blood tells me I am a human being
then why do you see me as a doll
am I a doll to you
am I a doll thait is born just you entertain you
when you need me
tell me am I a doll?
WRITTEN BY MAL