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Am I Alive

Every morning
My inner voice whispers
Am I alive?
Why am I alive?
Poise for a moment and into the deep thoughts I take a dive
Sank into the gloom of depression
While my emotions and despair take hold
I feel iam not worthy of being loved
I Keep asking myself
Why am I alive?
Soul sucking negative thoughts
I put music
Dancing all around
Nothing I try ever works out
A happy face of my family and friends
Which raise hope in me to survive
©jaya3