Well...
Am I?
Please tell me
Am I in love?
I can't seem to understand this
This...feeling inside me
More so in my chest
What is it?
It feels tingly and painful
Makes my body jitter with joy
I just don't get it
What is this feeling?
Is it pain and suffering?
Happiness and joy?
Or maybe...
Desire and lust?
I don't think it's any of those
Maybe some of those
Or maybe all of those?
I'm not too sure
I do know the cause
The cause...
Of course it's you
It always has been you
I get this surge...
Surge of emotions from you
When I talk to you
And when I'm around you
I don't hate this feeling
In fact I enjoy it
Sounds weird when I say that
But it's true
I don't hate this feeling
Not at all
And I never will
I just don't understand it
All these emotions
I can't seem to control them
Do I want to control them?
Well not really
I want to let them out
Let them free
Till they reach you
I want you to know what I'm feeling
I'm mesmerized by you
By your honesty
Your personality
Your clumsiness
My heart races when I think about it
Even now it's racing
While writing this it's getting faster
My mind is filled with you
What is this feeling?
Please tell me
I need to know
Am I in love?
And if I am...
Did it reach you?
©myst
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