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Am I lost in my own thoughts?

With a cup of tea,sitting beside a window.
I let the thoughts inside me to grow.
Gazing at the droplets falling with such an ease.
I wonder how they are driving me crazy with such a releif.
With all these little beautiful moments happening around!
In an instant,My thoughts are dragging me is what I found.
What do you think I dreamt off?
The viable solutions to my problems?
The infrequent delightful memories?
The fear consealed somewhere in the bottom?
The messed up family life?
The worries of future? Or
The frightening past with regression?
Wait!no doubt im being immersed in my own world.
But don't you think I'm ruining my present contemplating the precedent?
Why don't I just enjoy and be happy in the present moment.
But then again,how do I get rid of the things
that are evolving in my tiny little head?
Well!I need not to.
You see,life takes you where you supposed to be.
It just expects your cent percent at the very right moment you are in.so just be it.
And so am I .
For I don't know if I'll pass this way again.
For I don't know if I can spend me time again.
Let not the voices in your head be too wild that you lose your control over them.
I'm not lost for I believe in my thoughts!
I'm lost in the present moment enjoying every bit of it.

©saniya.s