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an addict's cry for help

they weigh heavy on me
this chains weigh heavy on me
this secret that I will not share with anysoul
weighs heavy on meeting
where is the sweet relief of redemption
is the water that can cleanse sin?
_"I have heard about the blood that cleanses white as snow"
take away this sins from me
is the a day where I will completely
forget this addiction that weighs
heavy on me
yesterday I thought I had recovered
but today I fight the same fight I fought
four seasons ago
I think they call it a relapse
images of women striped bare
reveling Thier endowments
run through my mind
which detergent can cleanse away this images.
I can't lie to myself anymore
I am a addict I need help
set me free from this prison
©gratitude