The folded fist Was all i could think of
folded with the weight of frustrations
aiming at my young body
ready to break and nurse the anger
I was so scared
I wanted to scream but no sound came out
I knew this time he'd kill me
I really didn't know what to do
He always took advantage of moms absentia
And here i was alone and defenseless
I didnt want to die young
I didnt want to die on fathers fists
I tried to think what my mistake was
So at least I'd plead for forgiveness
But nothing really came to mind
I began to run
I ran up the stairs to my bedroom
I opened it and locked myself in
I pushed the bed to the door least he broke it
Then i heard his torcherous words
"I'll burn you inside you rascal "
I was so naive on hearing that I quickly opened the door
I didn't wanna die so young
Little did I know i escaped the frying pan in to the direct fire
My life would never be the same again
He grabbed me by my shirt
Threw me over the stairs
I remember feeling as if my ribs had been deeped in boiling oil
Hot liquid pouring from my head
I was in so much pain
I knew death was coming
His terrifying voice lingered at the farthest realms of my brain
"you gonna die brat!!!"
I already felt dead
I even begged him to kill me
But he just laughed
Carried me to the garage
Cuffed me on a bed that I didn't even know existed
He lit a cigarrette and started toying with my skin
The more he burned the more i screamed
The more i screamed the more he reminded me that i was a mission
And it ended with me dying
In the most painful way possible
He toyed with me
Inviting seven other men to take turns
They tortured me
For a crime I knew nothing about
They enjoyed my painful cries
Even took pictures of me in that state
And made fun of how I looked
Little did they know ......
©Magi
Words from my soul
©mara_pain
Life is a series of pain.
©mara_pain
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