Dear Me,
I know what you have been through, I know it's difficult to get out of those shadows that follow you everyday when you see mirror, remembering those events that happened back then, those eyes with black bags like a half moon in a darkling delightfully starry night, beautiful yet out of reach, same where your days, beautiful yet immersed in your own centric zone, feeling comfortable and uncomfortable at the same time.
It's been hard on you to deceive yourself along with others that you are okay! Today maybe you will stop overthinking, this very instance being busy with work and friends, but that shallow mind still has no reach, finding comfort in overthinking and fear in reaching.
They say its good to consider both the sides of a coin, but did they ever think what if the coin is so costly that even inner peace gets at stake, _but still you worked out with yourself, being alone in a crowd, being surrounded and still wandering for some personal space, you have learnt to grow alone, walk alone, no more are you afraid of those lone roads taking you on a rollar coaster ride named life, turning those unturned pages of your story everyday thinking things from a bit different angle than others, being creative and innovative at the same time_
_You aren't afraid to be differentiated from other, you know you are weird and its totally cool with you, immensely flowing emotions for something sensitive to being a cold iceberg when needed you grew, thinking a process again and again you made progress gradually and out shined those one time outlandish scholars, people started knowing you, people started approaching you on their own, now you feel the difference?_
_Overthinking wasn't just an alcohol for your body but an Ethel way to make things work out with your own self, to replanish that barren land of your space that is now filled with emotions, work, love, memories, happiness, the actuarial valuation of your overthinking helped you use it in a way that is no more futile and is more fertile for you_
_Thank you the old me, for making me the me I'm now🤭❤️_
_With Love_
_New Me!_
_An Overthinker is not always a negative thinker!_
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