I remember looking back at her baby pictures, her small toes, her nose, and her beautiful smile the world seem so… innocent when she was a child
She had a father she thought would never leave her side the day he walked out the door he never said goodbye
Her smile turned upside down to a frown mayday, mayday this little girl going down that moment in her life caused a negative change looking for love in a man; she did some wrong things
She had sex at the age of 15 to feel close, with any man that she felt that could love her the most, deep down inside she felt so gross, mentally disturbed in need of love, for her father’s protection, compassion, and love
from the outside, she appears to be hard as a rock, from the inside the waterfall of tears don’t stop
I look into her eyes I see an ocean of sadness, hurricanes of confusion and madness, drowning in her tears, haunted by her fears, living out her childhood for 38 years,
praying for a way to escape and disappear.
©soulreal
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