Time to see how im feeling
It's weird right
How I don't know how I'm dealing
Until I write
This is my outlet
It gets my toxicity out if I let it out
I'm my biggest threat
If I'm vs me where do I place my bet
Trying to catch my problems with a net
Dad I'm still mad we never met
I don't know you from a stranger
But it's because of you I have all this anger
You put me in danger
You and mom just left me in a manger
And I had to get saved by an angel
It was pretty painful
Don't think that I'm not grateful
Cause I am but you were always hateful
To Nana and now she's gone but graceful
All I can think when I hear your name is disgraceful
And I get that I'm mad
At something I never had
It feels pretty bad
I'm tired of only writing sad
But that angel gave me everything she had
And well dad..
If it wasn't for her I'd be dead
She took care of me if I bled
She listened to the words I said
She even tucked me into bed!
I mean you're more toxic than a copperhead
You just up and fled
Now when I picture you all I see is red
©sebu13
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