Anger boils inside the mind
Calm escapes me clarity I'll never find
everything collapses on. top of me and I may breathe
inner devil whispers in my ear to let the rage consume me it will bring relief
idk how much longer I can hold back
the anger rage and pain just won't go away
Friends aren't existing anymore
lie in wait to take what's yours
spouses even which aren't like before
nevermind the fact that it supposedly all in my head
gaslighting when it's so obvious that truth comes out instead
thoughts go in circles and words and images don't quit
its like I'm right there in the room and it breaks me every instant
try as I might pain I cant omit
yet I have kept rage at Bay
today might be the day
maybe tomorrow or who knows
all i know is I shouldn't have lost to addiction
maybe I'd have a clearer vision
maybe she wouldn't have cheated
maybe I wouldn't be defeated .
life's energy in me has been depleted
devil has succeeded
©gabriel420
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