Maybe I should.
Maybe I shouldn't.
Do it.
Dont do it.
Fits of rage plaque my perception
decisions
opinions
The hurt looms and lingers.
Meloncoly moments like these.
Dwelling my selfish needs.
Underneath a shady tree.
Is where i let my guard down and my emotions get the best of me.
Nobody sees.
Nobody hears.
Nobody to intrupt me.
Anguish suppresses
The healing key
In which i need.
I have the opportunity to make a better day for me.
Don't open up to anybody amymore.
deadly and double edged sword.
What more is in store?
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