I've been feeling on edge lately. And I hate going through these emotions.
the worst thing about it is that anything could trigger me at any given moment. these episodes happen randomly, but when it does happen it usually happens in the same scenario.
I get upset at the same thing, complain about the things I hate, wish for things I don't have, and hate myself in the end.
its hard to remember the good things about me.
I assume its because I have little of, that I acknowledge.
it drives me insane when I can't see what makes me special.
even when I'm told I have potential.
I can't stop the voice in my head that tells me
I'm nobody but little.
its wearing me down..
I'm getting torn down..
from these thoughts that leave me lost, til now answers can't be found.
©mamacita
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