I have a lot of questions to ask
but is life questionable
sometimes I want to book a session
for a cup of coffee with life
but then is life questionable
is life deaf ,for how many times have
tried to explain my feelings my problems
my pain my sufferings my fear my insecurities
but all I can get from him is a total silence
yes you tell me is life really deaf
or is he dumb that he can hear me but can't
answer me should I assume that he is dumb
or should I continue crying and mourning
why can't life just listen to me and answer me
because what I just need from him is a little
explanation of why is he not fair
or maybe life is unquestionable you
just need to accept what he offers no
complain no comment no feeling
tell me has life been this way or am
overthinking and wailing or am
over expecting from life
they say limit your expectations life
disappoints but why life why
can't someone be expectant yet there is
hope until life chose to answer me maybe
I need to lower my expectations and have
hope that he will be merciful to me this time
©Joan Kembo
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