Subject: Anxiety attack
Stuck. Once again mentally confused and lost! I'm just a mess right now and don't think nobody understands my friends and family claim they do but do they really?? Each day it's something whether it's an argument or someone walks out of my life but there's one person who continues to stay and honestly I don't know why . Normally once someone finds out I suffer from biplolar depression they leave and never come back but this is different and I'm scared that I will scare him away . I'm lost I really am not use of a guy treating me the way I deserve to be treated . I don't know what to do, say, or think. But the way I'm feeling I want to disappear I don't feel good enough my self esteem is low and I don't know why this is crazy my mind is wondering non stop I can't breathe the room is spinning and now I wanna scream but no I'm having an anxiety attack!!
©shanty
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