heart pounding.
panic on the verge.
anger balling up into a fireball me wishing you get what you deserve.
suffocating.
choking.
the thought of you makes me not breathe.
trying to relax.
wanting to leave.
hurt by the past traumas.
you bring me to my knees.
your controlling behaviors I don't even need.
wishes overflow of you getting away from me.
I wanna go far,far away.
leaving you alone.
it's better this way.
fore you need to let me go.
stop using me as a escape.
you're just wanting to control.
I don't want you to continue emotionally and mentally abusing me.
fore these anxiety attacks they need to be put to rest.
I bury this a bag of a thousand skeletons.
no matter if it leaves you depressed.
fore this is only for the best.
©darkdeity
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