My heart picks up speed
Stems from the anxiety seed
Watch it grow and spread throughout my body
Anxious everyday
Like it's a hobby
Light headed
I start to sweat
I surrender
Anxiety: "I'm not done with you yet"
Racing thoughts on repeat
Beating me to defeat
Every thought consuming me whole
I am no longer in control
Taken over by a feeling
A feeling created from never healing
Healing trauma from my past
It's been 5 years
How long will it last
Being attacked from the inside
Up and down
A roller coaster ride
Anxiety: "I'm here to stay,'
"Today, tomorrow and everyday"
©soulspeaks
S