Waiting around.
No sound.
Anxiety makes my heart and body shake and tremble.
I gotta ride out this attack.
It is not an easy task.
It like dying and coming back .
Then the crash of falling out.
Depression then pops its head out.
Then I go back into my cave.
Dont even want to communicate.
I will hibernate for days.
Then switch and go through this crazy thing again.
I'd thought by now I would have the skills to to push this debilitating ordeal.
I just came to reckon it is a force beyond me.
A mystery why I was chosen for this poison.
No notion for a remedy potion .
Anxiety, depression and me.
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