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Anxiety

When I am in need 
All I can do is plead
Screaming and crying throughout the night
Into my pillow as if it were a lifeline 
And yet when I am done crying 
I still feel like I am dying
Can someone explain What is going on in my head
Or do I have to continue playing dead
And Praying this monster  will figure out it is mislead
Your home is not here 
And all you bring with you is fear
I don’t love you 
Please, don’t stay 
I beg of you
Just fade away 
You have been misplaced 
Just go find another pretty face
©katherine