never the chance to reconcile
but always the time to waste
eating the residue of your broken aura....
she became the substance
gentle abuse, the slowest of killers
without a name, without a heart
in the depths of my despair
I all alone was left to drown
the millions of fading moments, as they slide down my back and make there way to the ground and disappear
along with the scent of lust and taste of fear
you belonged to me never
only made me believe
to think I was changing for the better
then you came along and turned my world upside down
you showed me mercy, taught me selflessness and gave me a
Paranoia like no other
..... please... if not an able dream, than what of a cancer I can't hold back
you where worshiped, my everything, all I ever knew, all I had ever seen
it one rush of madness the blindness pursued
I raced to the end but lost..
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