our eyes met.
a isolated twinkle danced.
our fingers laced unconditionally together.
lingering as a kiss was made to part.
my touch lingering on your skin porcelain with so much heat.
inside I was exploding.
splintering into pieces.
a kiss made us unique.
a kiss made us one.
catching my heartbeat felt impossible.
this trembling ache haunted me it would let me be.
torn I felt everything that was meant to be crumble.
yet you still lingered in my memory.
destined but lost in my frontal lobe.
yet I dream.
I fantasize.
I cry tears that belongs to you.
so put them in a jar.
my tiny thousand rainbow remainders.
kissed by heaven that felt like rain.
yet I watched you Walk away.
my hand extended.
my heart exists just to ache.
the tremble in my lips they felt so cold.
the burst of air chasing and finally collapsing my lungs.
yet I felt the love in your eyes.
not diminishing just lingering just to be.
belonging wanting me.
yet I exist to run to you but didn't out of love.
yet I felt you.
one last time.
like a glove I wanted to wear you on my skin.
kiss me time and time again.
I fall.
knowing the agony of what I'm losing.
yet you are still on my mind time and time again.
knowing this was a game I could not win.
apart from you I loved and it didn't matter.
watching you with another guy and I did nothing.
just stand there completely helpless.
completely haunted by the thought you are mine no longer.
yet the fantasy exhumed.
yet I was yours no longer.
a kiss without a taste.
nothing but ash.
yet there was the daunting thought I could have you.
yet it was love existing like a heart attack.
©darkmocha
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