Thats a question that everyone asks...
isn't obvious?
I'm really f*cking sad
my bad...
I didn't mean to come off as hella rude,
my emotions take over
and all my thoughts just abuse me
use me.
and i hope that you could lose me
for i lose myself
you ain't the only one
f*cking with my mental health
I've had too many people
that only care about themselves
fake guys! fake girls! fake friends!
dragging me straight through hell...
thats why I never ask for help
I cant love a soul
because I can't even love myself
will I ever get better?
I guess only time will tell
cause I've been waiting
to depart all this pain I felt
so when you ask me all those questions
I hope you like the answers
I dont mean to be unaware
but love is a poison
making you weaker
making your heart eager
to rush into something so blindly
I kindly ask
you to not pity me
for i am just a little bittie female
with a big heart
strong as steel
I lock away my emotions
keeping a smile
while I'll pile all my thoughts
to end my life
I got so much problems
but do you care for them?
and when I'm alone,
will you take care of me?
cause I've been waiting,
I've been waiting for so long...
to find a place
where I can god damn belong.
~a.used.human
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