Being afraid of certain things is born from the start.
But let me ask you, are you scared of the dark?
I don't just mean the typical being stuck with out lights.
I mean the constant unknown that we always fight.
Like how anything we do wrong could some how find itself back to us.
Maybe you've done something really bad, maybe you haven't I'm not here to fus.
But Karma comes knocking and have you ever wondered what might be on the other side of that door.
There has to be some kind of justice for wrong doing big or small and everyone will find themselves on the floor.
Whenever my life's going wrong all I can think about is what I've done to deserve it.
I've done something really bad and that's why my life is shit.
But even then there's people with bigger problems them me.
There life compared to mine hell I'm free.
So do I even have a right to feel bad about my life?
After all I've caused pain and I'm doing alright.
But there's people with happier lives than I have.
So am I not allowed to feel happy because of people who achieve better success like Nav?
Maybe I overthink about life to much.
But maybe I just need to feel a similar touch.
Someone who has thoughts like mine surely could understand.
But I don't want to burden someone with the cards on my hand.
I just want to make up for the wrongs I've done, and make other peoples pain go away.
Because even I know what it's like to struggle through another day.
So are you scared of the dark?
It's surely not something to hid, for being afraid is something born from the start.
©john.doe
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