Death is too permanent , I don't want to die
Pain is just too realistic, with you I don't want to lie
Emotionless as depression reduces my efforts to try
Constantly grieving as the pain is never leaving and all I want to do is cry
Constantly smiling when there's sunlight
No light in my vision during night time
Wanting to express how I feel, it's never the right time
I'm trying, trying to fight, climb
Reach greater heights than my constant low
Endure and excel, through shags n blows
Wondering, if I could heal if I let people know
Wondering if my friends are real, or should I let them go?
Maybe life is worth it
I know I'm not perfect but, can any of us say that we are
The reflection in the mirror I saw
Troubles in accepting the flaws
No filters, just raw
Will I ever accept what I see
Conjure the things I feel
Ever fall in love with me?
Not asking for much, happy is all I want to be.
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