we run we dive,placing all feelings aside recreating sad alibies,feeling as resons became lies,counting tear drops upon the miles,trying hard to not fake a smile in your arms wanting to die, in thoughts to the sky,"as i gazed",wanting to trade this place,wondering if joy will take its stage separating bad from my days "misplaced" missing the sweet!like candy taste,thinking back at younger days, before all this got erase,like the planet mars out in space "with my alienated ways" chought up in these phases,hating that which i've appreciated " for so long "holding on to each other's hands now memories are all i have strong,in your eyes wrong doing what i can just to survive,in an ocean i took a dive, unable to realise the many reasons why i still linger feeling hated by points of a finger, a sad passenger on a bus in a seat age by rust second voices from the guts speaking tuff now all i see is dust in the midst of us "changing the cycle"in hopes i led my mind to bleed,rolling a shortened sleeve with blows my heart receive though I'm just a dying breed with no retreat still trying to fulfil your needs .
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