Atmosphere:
"A surrounding influence or environment"
Suffocating...
Is the atmosphere that surrounds me... one of fear and anxiety. Watching and waiting in fear for the hostility.
The energy takes me by surprise... I can't let my guard down.
I turn around and it's is standing there watching me with a dead expression.
Influencing...
Dishonesty, proving to me it's untrustworthy
I can't trust it...I can't confide in it...for only lies leave it's mouth.
It's unpredictable... it's unstable...always looking over my shoulder in fear of the outcome.
For if I cross it...I will be wounded but it won't be visible to those around me.
Environment...
Of anxiety... hostility..and fear.
Walking on glass.. Never speak out of turn because if you do it will turn on you.
It will threaten you with abandonment.
Your soul isn't safe in it's presence...in it's habitat...in it's den...
...So leave.
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