Y wont I let go
Y cant I move on
Y cant I see, that I want this more than he
Because I hold on too tight
Because I have invested so much time
Because I can see, I just don't believe
And quite frankly I don't want too
I feel the only thing standing in the way is fear,
Fear of hurt
Fear of tears and pain
I take risks too
Like I already have with you
Trusting too easy,
My walls are down and I'm afraid too
But I'm willing to try, cause I really like you, I really do
But why do I want this so bad
Everyone just tells me to walk away
But why? Y do I want this so bad?
There are times when I have been made very mad
And times when he made me quite sad
It's not that I do not know what is best
I am told move on, he's young, done wrong and the not the best
My heart has chosen and idk why...
Why him
It's like toxins run through my veins
No body is perfect
We're all broken at the seams.
R