"Sometimes it's hard to see the future as these demons got me Blinded,
Try my best to be hopeful but it be can be so hard to be open Minded,
Every time I wake up in the morning, I pray to God for his Direction,
To line me up and and put me in the best position possible and give me security with his Protection,
Dragging and lagging is the best description of these dog Days,
Searching for a way out through all of this suffocating and thick Haze,
Haven't been the same since you left this earth grandma as I feel so Lost,
As my heart has been so cold since as I don't see it any time soon being set to Defrost,
My body tells a story with all of these welts and Scars,
My physical is here but my mind is not as it's all the way up in Mars,
I've become so numb to the pain and all of the side effects it Brings,
Depression always making it's monthly calls to me as that phone always Rings,
The world I see and view is in a dark purplish blue color like Violet,
As I stand right here in front of you but I'm so far gone as I'm in Autopilot ..."
©jamaree
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