When I'am silent. Some mistaken it for rudeness,while others mistaken for being odd. Everyone has their own perspective. It really doesn't interest me what others think or feel of me. When I do not feel like engaging usually is just that. I do not feel like engaging. Other times I feel like the situation holds no relevance to me,so I say nothing. Lately I feel like me continue to spew hatred towards individuals that are absolutely trash to me,is just exhausting and futile. Saying nothing,minding my own business ,like I once did when they came into my world to try and hurt me, Is making it disappear. I have seen what I needed to see. It's over. I will always despise those wannabe stalkers,but no longer will I give them or anyone else the permission to dictate my emotions. even if it was hatred. if that makes sense. slowly it's going away. I feal at peace. my silence is best for everyone,including myself. Let the gutter trash lay where it lays. I will keep walking amd never look back. walking over the pile of crap that they are. I Don't even have to say a word. not anymore. so know when I am silent. it's just for the best. Some say Autumn is the death of summer.. I say Autumn is death and growth. I've grown. So here is Autumn's silence....
©sasha01
S