Awakening in the Dream
Another night alone,
in a temporary dream
I came in through
your vision, sleepwalking.
Standing face to face with
the shadowy other deep within.
(still so unknown & out of reach)
Well, there's nowhere left to go,
so please stay with me, stay with me.
I think I hear footsteps on the floor,
but your visions just a haze.
In a rhythm of your own, just out of phase
I Feel my heart swoon
from depths to wail in pain
I've got nowhere left to dream
So I'll just stay awake, Stay awake.
And so I rose from my dream slumber.
The moon turned away its face.
Overture of the long black night begins...
Eerie circles upon the waters.
The celestial touch, from grey to black.
A fathomless void enclosing.
Unwritten secrets beneath the cobwebs.
Can I ever endure!!
Until now we have shared
the same aura.
My ashes within your hands.
My breath in the sepulchral mound.
You know that your night is my day.
The final spark that blews life into me,
Like a demon of the fall.
Now you are fading from my sight.
The break of morning,
the coldness lingers on.
Shrouding me into
nightmares of the sun.
Moving, I am moving closer
to your side, Luring
You are luring me
into the night, Crying
Who is crying,
for me here dying?
I am dying fast inside my tears
Plunging towards individuation faster.
Burn the winter landmarks
That said I was here
Burn my spirit of the cold
That travels through my soul
I arose from the lullaby
Enduring yet another tale.
You tempt me again
with your embrace, so tainted
within the night you beckon,
cursing me with every glance.
Bring me through, carry
my empty shadow & guide me inside
your warped labyrinth,to the well of sin
I swear I will always love you
You would haunt my dreams
and feed my demons
Once again I've cried
Unto the moon
That burning flame,
that has guided me.
Through all these years,
the lake from which you flow,
With eyes of fire, once unlit
but now alive
This energy, sparkling
Like the morning star
Riding the spirit fires.
My beloved follows me
through the grip of winter
uncoiled cast down and sworn
to the dark, deserted again.
You speak to me through the shadows.
Hiding in closed rooms, using cold words.
Now I feel I'm captured by the night.
Strange silhouettes whisper
My thoughts, scream my sadness.
And they all turned away,
unable to face more of this death.
Through laughter weeps the truth,
pushing me into corners,
confirming the intention of my soul.
(displaying the once unknown KARMA)
In the wake of dawn,
the mist of morning
lingers before it leaves.
Invisible eyes, of red reflection,
It is you smiling
in the midst of the moOr.
Sunbirds leave their dark recesses,
shadows glide the archways.
You turn your face towards me,
confronting me with my loneliness.
You are in a forest unknown,
(the secret orchard)
your voice is vast, achromatic,
But still so precious.
Once again I've cried unto the moon
That burning flame has guided me,
Given me credence in my words.
I lament the separation of my soul
(Cannot bid farewell)
From the moment I witnessed
your beauty, felt your death.
Hiddin inside the inner golden shrine
I dreamed we would be rejoicing
in the meadow of the end.
When we both walk the shadows,
They will set ablaze and vanish
Forever is my love(my un-dead black rose)
Veiled comes the daylight
through the window of my soul
In the never-ending rain
This is no friend of mine
Stalking the comfort within
Leaving me speechless
Release my yearning!
The soil I walk is clad with the light
of the darkness, drifting moons
thrust me up with their rays.
I fall inside a Silent dance
with life & death.(Torn by the arrival )
It is getting dark again,
dusk begins shuffle across the fields.
The evening trees moan as if they knew.
At night I always dream of you.
The seed that had sprung into a florid meadow, and left me
helpless in your embrace.
The bond we never spoke of,
once slowly smoldering to dust,
now so rich and enticing.
The rain was waving me goodbye,
the night came & the forest folded
its branches around me.
Something passed by,
and I went into a dream.
Alone!
While leaves fall from
the weeping trees
(I am so alone, so cold)
My heart is to scarred to glow
I wish the sunrise to come
Take my soul (away)
From this cold, lonely shell
To free me from the
eternal sea of sorrow
Veiled in darkness
of somber shores,
Forever shadowing the
sunrise of my heart.
Wings leave their nest
at my coming.
Swaying away unto
the cold glowing sky.
Dreaming away for a while
My spirit sighs in peace
Gazing unto the stars
Please, take me there.
The other is hiding a wish
in my heart that flows
through my blood always.
Culled from a dream
that someone is waiting
to say my name.
(call me to the other side
at the cusp of eternity)
The wind is crying a lamentation
merging with the grey,
In tears for all of eternity.
The other turned to
face me for the first time.
Then a Lullaby of
the crescent moon
took me Mesmerized,
it janus face granted
me a hollow stare,
another soul divine.
Unto you I whisper
the wildest dreams
In the coldness of night.
Shrouded in crystals,
through a frosty dusk,
souls of the fullmoon await.
My shadow will be set ablaze.
Wildfires have become alive in me
Cannot turn me to stone.
My blazing travel has arrived
At the last universe
Like the sights of magic
Wrapped in aeons
My mind is one with my soul
I stand as one whole being.
(So sweet the subtly profound
realization of wholeness!
Soul shuttering to the Core)
I'm sick and tired
of all this giving up,
All I hear is talk,
and I've had enough.
Single minded,
overwhelmingly one sided.
Refusing humanity,
does not award morality.
Hope's not dead
so we'll forever scream,
(until it's deafening!)
I still believe we'll come around one day.
We opened the gate,
and what came rushing out
is so powerful & hard
for us to hold down.
If there's a better way,
someone please tell me now,
but there's not, this is it.
(the refuse keeps
ripping apart this divide)
I Wanna burn through, & torch,
to assimilate what never was mine.
When the wind behind my eyes swells;
I see the divine light shining in all
who keep the law of fidelity
(towards inner being)
Inducing a chemical change of the spirit.
A precious gift from the others visit.
At last, I'm found
Circling around the Last dance,
There's no sound, Nowhere left to go,
Please stay with me.
(for the true individuals)
We are the ones, who stay awake,
while the world sleeps.
Because we still believe.
We are the ones, who will achieve,
what the world dreams.
Because we still believe.
From here on out, I will live deliberately!
From here on out I will live to liberate!
I can't sit back, to watch the world die,
I must fight back! I'll pay the price,
there's more to this, not just me!
We are the ones, who stay awake
A